Hey beauty,

I love a good secret,

WHEN I’M NOT DIRECTING / DISCERNING INFORMATION, I LIKE TO REVEAL SOME OF THE YUMMY QUALITIES AND SECRET NOOKS OF WHAT THIS MYSTICAL COMPANY RESTS UPON. I say rests upon instead of stands upon, intentionally, as rest is what sustains the world go round.

NOT ENDURANCE, not haste not hustle.

HERE IS WHAT SPARKS MY HEART. AND some fun details woven into my world.

DEFINITION TIME

DARE

have the courage to do something.

defy or challenge (someone) to do something.

a challenge, especially to prove courage.

SYNONYMS

provoke, summon, challenge, gauntlet, invite, take a risk, venture


AND SO I’M NOT SCARED OF YOU, NOT SCARED FOR YOU. I KNOW HOW TO HOLD YOU.

I am designed to challenge, provoke, and summon you into your heart’s desire, into deeper integrity. IT’S MY GENIUS, it’s my privilege.

AND

I DARE you, because I know what it takes to say yes. To retrain the fear response. I’ve been facing my fears since I was a child . . . unlocking availability and courage . . . navigating the brilliance of “madness,” “belonging,” and the body-mind-spirit connection.

I’ve fallen into the swamp many a time. Made my rounds.

In retrospect, I was gaining ability, agility, and deeper understanding of the intricacies of separation/suffering/grief . . . and more access to feeling, loving, and self centering. Drowning in thinking I wasn’t perfect, or worthy, or healed enough to LEAD/BE OF SERVICE/BE MYSELF, I realized that I was guiding me through a journey of essence and life - I was certified in the magic of deviating from the party / patriarchy / whatever dominant force that tells lies.

And sensing into all the “that’s not welcome here” stuff . . . mmmm, that stuff, that’s my jam.

The whole . . . don’t bring your sadness, loss, injury, and wound shit into the light . . . mmmmm, nope! Its coming into the light, and when it gets dark we are lighting candles!

why?

Because (one, its hot) and two . . I’ve visited Dante’s Inferno . . . and now I’m throwing my own party.

all to say . . .

It’s dark, seductive, effervescent, honest, and full of presence.

join me

. . . Can you tell I love expressing myself in different ways? In hidden messages? I’ll play the sales game to help just a bit, communicate just enough - but I’m here for the nuance. So I hope you enjoy the surprise and non-linearity journey . . .

MY MIDDLE NAME

DERYN (PRONOUNED DARE-n) - I used to be called a “dare-devil” as a kid, and or nada (which means nothing) and what can you do with nothing . . . everything! I knew how to push edges, add flames, and wasn’t afraid of heights. I was super shy and somehow still knew how to push limits and use my body in satisfying ways.

Deryn means “bird” in Welsh. So Lady Deryn means LADY BIRD.

LADY - I never felt comfort in becoming the woman a dominant society created/destroyed . . . and so, I wasn’t a woman, I was a lady, a femme Dom in the making, an elegant chaos, a freedom bird, a feminine figure, and wizard in communion . . . gathering each moment towards realization.

BELIEFS … important

INNOCENCE is not something that can ever be ruined, only hidden under a pain lens.

INTUITION is INTELLIGENCE.

IMAGINATION . . . MATTERS especially with enough belief, alignment, and sub conscious inviting.

SENSUALITY BELONGS BEYOND THE DOMAIN OF SEX.

SEXUALITY BELONGS TO YOU.

PAIN is a messenger.

MY ELEMENTS

sensation / imagination / play / grief (dark, underworld, loss, rejection, resistance) / movement

Then of course - wind, water, and embers.

I love a dark room lit by candles. I am sensorially very impacted and attuned to my environment. The more intimate and intentional, the more serene and decadent for me.